Jun 29, 2014

Gaining A New Perspective

Hi!

Preparing for Outreach with a Cultural Breakfast
On Tuesday afternoon, we went out to go talk to people. Going out in a buddy systems, one of my friends and I walked around the lagoon (an outdoor pool) here in Airlie Beach. Letting God lead us we joined a lady who was sitting at a picnic table. After talking for some time, there was a bit of a lull in the conversation as often happens when talking with complete strangers or even your best friend. If you've met me or talked to me at any point, it's quite possible you know full well that I'm a very curious person and like to ask lots of questions (troublesome things those questions). So, given the lull in conversation I asked a question to see where the conversation would lead.

The turn in conversation was not what I had expected whatsoever. The lady shut me down telling me I was asking too many questions and she didn't appreciate being "interviewed." My friend and I apologized, and then the conversation moved on to a different topic. Later that evening, my friend and I sat discussing the conversation. We had both walked away feeling odd and hadn't been able to shake the feeling.

Personally, I was struggling with the reality of what the lady said. I know of previous instances in my life where I have asked too many questions, and the results were not good ones. I don't want my curiosity to be something that hurts people. I also don't want to be afraid to ask questions. I seem to have found myself in the very long process of learning the boundary between a good amount of questions and going overboard. My friend and I prayed for one another after this long conversation and said goodnight.

Cute Little Birds
The next morning I read near the end of Mark 10 about the blind beggar, Bartimaeus. I've heard this story before, yet this time the man's boldness struck me. Bartimaeus heard that Jesus was walking past, and knowing of the miracles that Jesus had done he began to shout. This man wanted to see and he believed that Jesus could heal him. The people around the blind man told him to be quiet, yet their scolding created more of a public spectacle because he refused to shut up.

One lady's statement had completely shut me down and left me cross-examining myself for hours! I will respect the input of others, but I don't want their comments to dissuade me from calling out to Jesus. I want to be able to stand up when everyone is telling me to sit down. I want to choose to follow God and continue to believe in who He is and what He can do, despite any obstacles I face down the road.

Thank you for reading!

Fun fact: I now have a baby niece! So excited for this new addition to the family!


Please pray for:
- Continual growth in God
- Finances (
if you would like to support me, please email me at amyt.dr@gmail.com)
- Health
- That the people of Airlie Beach will encounter God
- For all the details to come together smoothly as my school prepares to go to Central Asia for outreach (it's coming up fast!)

Jun 10, 2014

Down Under

Hello,

I've officially been back in Australia for a week. I arrived at the beginning of the fourth week of the school, due to my visa complications. It's been a bit of a challenge to jump right back into the full swing of things with the lectures in the morning, prayer, worship, book reports, other homework, and lots of evangelism. Yet, despite how far behind I am in course content it's wonderful to be here!
Snow capped peak in Canada

In the first few days back I was really struggling. It was another one of those times in life when there is way too much going on in your mind, so you can't really focus on anything to sort it out. Basically, I was driving myself crazy! One morning I woke up to turn off my alarm clock in the dark of a room that I share with two other girls, and it promptly fell of the bed silenced. I reached down to find it in the dark and picked up plastic and wires. "That's it!" I thought. A broken alarm clock on top of everything else and I was done.

Needless to say, I was a bit of a grouch as I sat down on a couch awhile later and opened my Bible. I half-heartedly asked God for a change of attitude. I looked down at my Bible reading for the day and started reading. It was Isaiah 61 and after reading the first three verses my first thought was a resounding, "no." Why? Because, those three verses are exactly what I believe God has called me to do and in that moment it was the last thing I wanted to do. Yet, as one of my friends later explained, "it's okay not to always want to do what God has called you too. As long as you choose to do it anyway with the right heart attitude."
Sunrise in New Zealand

I believe Australia is where I am supposed to for this time period, doing a School of Evangelism. I don't really know what is going to take place when this school ends, but for right now that's okay. And despite the bad beginning, that day turned out be great by the end. I even managed to fix my alarm clock, haha!



Thank you! Without your encouragement, prayer, and support I would not be here.

Please continue to pray for:
- More revelations of God's character and the anointing He has placed on my life
- Finances
- Health
- That the people in this small town of Airlie Beach will experience the freedom and love that comes from our Heavenly Father

May 27, 2014

Looking Backwards or Forwards?

Hello!

I hope you are enjoying a lovely spring, or whatever season life finds you in wherever you may be in the world. :)

I am currently sitting in Canada on a beautiful Monday morning with a mix of sun and clouds and a promise of more throughout the week. Trust a Canadian to discuss the weather, eh? Haha, on to the important stuff.

These last few weeks have been spent with family, meeting friends that I didn't get a lot of time with before, and lots of desperate prayer. When I didn't board my Australian bound flight on May ninth, I had a funny feeling these extra weeks in Canada weren't just about a visa. After all, I had been telling God I thought I hadn't had enough time to truly reconnect with the people I wanted to see. Brilliant idea to tell him that, huh? Well, I have gotten that extra time and it has been really good. Though the next weeks were far from easy with the stress of getting all the paperwork put together for a visa leaving me in tears on many different days, and finding me asking God if Australia was where I was really supposed to go.

Happy Day! All the paperwork is nearly done and now I am just waiting on the mail to send one of the last puzzle pieces and once that is in, I'm just waiting on the green flag telling me that I can board my plane. Yes, I rescheduled my ticket for this Saturday so hopefully I'll be seeing Australia again soon as well as all of my friends who are currently there. The fight hasn't been easy, but I am believing that victory is in sight!

Thank you for reading and supporting me through this time!

Prayer Requests:
- That the last two pieces of paperwork would come in soon
- That I get the "yes!" that I've been waiting for and be able to board my plane on Saturday
- That I would be able to pack everything I will need
- For the last few days (hopefully) to be full of laughter, good times with friends and family, and so much more!


Fun Fact:
When I got home from my Discipleship Training School I was looking through some things that I had put into storage and trying to downsize. I can across a list of countries that I wanted to visit which I had written when I was roughly thirteen. I was out to prove that I had not ever really thought of going to Australia. Wouldn't you know that not only was Australia on my list, but the planned outreach location for this School of Evangelism was on there too! But, more about that later, so "sssshhh...."

May 10, 2014

A Slight Delay

Thank you for all your prayers concerning my trip to Australia to do a School of Evangelism! I am happy to say that so far everything is working out, even if it is not according to plan. I went from a green light go, to a proceed with caution yellow light, to a full stop at a red light. All that to say that the trip is being postponed and I am no longer leaving today as planned, instead my flight has been rescheduled to the end of the month.

Learning to wait for the sun to shine
Why the need to postpone my departure and miss the first few weeks of this next school which I am still hoping to join? This is where it gets complicated. To make a rather long story a tiny bit shorter, I have two visa options to enter Australia. One is a tourist visa, but the three months of study time allocated to this specific visa were used during my Discipleship Training School and you are not to apply for one right after another. This brings us to option two: pay more money, do health tests (first opening being in the last week of May), and hope and pray that I can still join the SOE at the beginning of June.

In the meantime, I'm going to try and partake in the teachings that I miss by having them recorded and then listening to them here in Canada. I will also continue to spend time with family and friends, while hopefully getting my job back.

Thank you so much for standing with me in this time with your prayers, words of encouragement, and so much more. You have been such a blessing!

I am excited to say that I have gone from $650 to $1040 towards the roughly $8000 school. I am trusting that God will continue to provide, even with all the extra fees coming into play at this moment.

Thank you for reading!

Please continue to pray for:

- Peace for everything to come together smoothly
- An opening at the doctor's office for the health tests to get done quickly
- For all the details with the visa to work out
- Finances
- And to clearly hear God for what I'm supposed to do in this time, as I'm at somewhat of a loss

May 5, 2014

The Final Countdown (Five Days!!!)

Hello!

The time is once again quickly approaching (Friday) to do laundry, pack, do last minute shopping, say farewell to family and friends, and board a plane in search for new friendships and more adventures! In the meantime I'll be double checking everything in my luggage and hoping I didn't forget anything too important. :)

My emotions are honestly all over the place when I think about being back in Australia in a week (is it really only a week away?). I'm excited to for the School of Evangelism, and to see many of my friends from DTS and meet even more amazing people. I'm also wishing I had just a little more time to roam this town that I have called home from the past few years and spend time with friends, or talk and laugh with my family. Alas, deadlines wait for no one and onward I go. I have a funny feeling getting on a plane Australia bound once again, will not feel like reality until I get off. Haha, but what can I do except make the best of it and make memories along the way?

These last five weeks at home in Canada have passed in a bit of blur. I must confess that upon entering the country I already had a decently long "to-do" list. That list has since been revised at least three times and believe it or not I've been able to check off a thing or two! The list wasn't ever nearly as important as meeting up with friends and spending time with the few members of my family that live here (we like to spread out around the world). Though I wish I had more time to meet up with so many others friends,

the time that I have had here and the conversations, or companionable silences, have all been cherished.

This beauty joined me in the greenhouse for a little while.
Work has been great, it came with a few challenges but I believe God has grown me through it. A small testimony from work would be seeing my boss smile and laugh. He's a really good businessman, yet after two weeks I realized I'd only seen him smile once or twice. For some reason this really bugged me and I began to pray that God would give him joy. This last week as I was asking him how long he wanted me working till since I fly out on Friday, he told me five minutes before the plane left and laughed. I was so shocked and ecstatic all at the same time. God answered my prayer!

Another small praise report is that I officially have $650 towards my roughly $8000 school! Whoohoo!

Thank you for reading!

Prayer requests:

- Knowing what to pack :)
- Health
- Safe travels
- A great last week with friends and family
- Finances for the SOE

Apr 20, 2014

Sweater Weather

Hello!

 Thank you all for your prayers I arrived safely back in Canada two weeks ago. Spring is here and the trees are budding, yet while the stores are putting out summer clothing I am happily wandering around in sweaters and jeans. :) Stuffy noses may not be my favorite welcome home present, but I finally use blankets again! Yes, I'm one of those people who puts like four or more blankets on the bed if I can get away with it in the winter time. :P

It was very surreal stepping off the plane and seeing family again, but I'm enjoying it. Sometimes it seems like I never left North America, yet I know I've changed so much from the insecure girl who was so mad at the world to who I am now. DTS was truly a blessing though I didn't think it was going to be anything of the sort in the first few days of Australian life. Strange how a person can change so much in just six months if they open up to others and ultimately to God. I'm so glad I got on that plane way back in October, even if birds did decide to run into my plane's engine and delay me a few days. :)

Being back home has come with its blessings of seeing family and a few friends, and it has come with its challenges. I arrived with five weeks, a call to return to Australia for the five month School of Evangelism, and unsure of how I was going to get everything done or find where the finances would come from. God has been so faithful, and within the first few days He miraculously provided a job for me! That was a true answer to prayer, after visiting other locations that morning with my mom we walked in and I was hired on the spot. In a town like Kelowna finding jobs is near impossible, not to mention if you are only in town for five weeks. 
So, I am now working in horticulture  transplanting flowers at a plant nursery.

Astras
Time however is still moving fast and on Wednesday I panicked because I felt like outside of work I wasn't getting one thing on my long "to do" list done. With my parents now running their own short YWAM school an hour and a half away, my brother and I are running the house and have been enjoying it. Yet, there goes more time. Challenges are ever-present, thankfully God gave me brothers and one is at home right now and can unconsciously make me calm down just by being Bryan. He's quirky, but who in my family isn't? I love each and every one of them for it too. :)

Thank you for reading and for supporting me in this crazy journey I call my life!

Prayer Requests:

- That I wouldn't stress out over all the details, but trust God to provide
- For the rest of the finances for my roughly $8000 school, because my job the blessing that it is cannot pay for everything
- To enjoy the time I have with my family and friends and not be sidetracked by everything else
- To love Jesus with all that I am and shine His light at my work place

Apr 3, 2014

Intermission

Hello!

How are you?

I have been busy lately finishing up my school of Discipleship Training School (DTS) here in Airlie Beach, Australia. Actually graduation is tomorrow! Can it have been six months already? There will be many tears and lots of laughter as friends (who are more like family) prepare to go home.

So, what's next? Why the intermission? I will be flying out of Brisbane Sunday morning and starting the slow journey back to Kelowna, Canada. In the midst of catching up with my church, family, friends, and sorting through my storage I will hopefully be working to make money for.... *dramatic drum roll please*

The School of Evangelism! (SOE) This is a secondary school running here in Airlie Beach starting on May 12th. During this six month school I will continue to build on the foundations of DTS in my identity, calling, missions, and communicating the Gospel. I am looking forward to this next step in my journey with God and brimming with excitement to see what will take place. For more information about what I will be learning go to http://www.ywamwhitsunday.com/  .

You may ask why bother going home when there is only a little over a month in between these schools? I believe it is important for me to return home for this short period of time to see my family and raise support. The school will cost roughly $7650.

Please pray for me as I prepare to go home:
- For clear communication with everyone I meet - For a job - For safe travel - For all the finances to come in - Grace as this time will be very busy


Thank you so much for reading, for all your prayers, and your support!


If you would like to see me while I am home in Canada, or would like more information in general email me at amyt.dr@gmail.com